Focus

I can't focus. :(

I want to

so badly

but I can't

Is this one

of the many moments

where the heart

and the mind

divide

tearing me apart

frustrating my core

makes me wanna

break the end of

2 alien fingers

just so

I can hear

"Kaput!"

Is that really

what an alien finger

breaking

would sound like?

Right about now

I wanna trot

in the field closeby

just so I can hear

"boink boink"

and go up and down

with a wheeee!!

And I wanna

twirl

till I faint

Not of spinning heads

But of elation

Would that

put an end

to my misery?

Can I gnaw

at my core

just so I can

set my mind right?

Ugh!

I can't focus.

Bleh!

Phhbbtttt!

Hmpf!