Tragedy of the Missing Tear

To miss that which you once abhorred

Never seemed a possibility

To wish for that which you once battled

In the midst of a disability

In awe of this malady

Insomnia becomes the tragedy

Ain't I joyful, with laughter sprinkling wild?

Ain't I content, with the mindfuck aside?

In the busy-ness of the normalcy of life

Have I forgotten how to strive?

Challenges gone astray

Soul transforms into a mystery

Disappears in its mild form

Who knows, into which storm?

Wake up with an empty feeling

With questions I am adept at dealing

Answers seem delusional

Am I living an illusion?

Mr. Soul seems missing a link or two

I stand, half expecting, from the darkness, a Boo!

No such games does he like to play

Killing me with what he'd really like to say

Hearing is a challenge

For he dwells within a silence

Grace me with his presence, he will

Commitment of my actions, he sees until

Soulless, I am doomed to be

In the foggy night, I dream not to see