An Omnibus :)

A Ruined Core

Assurance of the best kind I gave myself

Memories of you, upon them I still dwell

Take you off my system, I wish for endlessly

Yet a sight of you, I wait for breathlessly

Disappointing and none else

Habitat of the core of me pulse

Snatch you from the midst of me

Never again you, I wanna see

Dreams of you, still come and haunt

The icky voice inside loves to taunt

Let time take its turn, I did so

Look the path it chose to tread home

When will I be free of you?

Waiting for a lifetime, I have been too

To forget you I want... And nothing more

My tender heart already seems gone sore.

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Voice I Love

A distant voice I strain to hear

Lest it disappear, like a picture all smeared

Yearn to trace the outlines of your face

Your memory is slowly becoming a haze

Still don't know whether I don't love thee or I do

A lifetime of journey I wish I had been through

Move on, I etch the words in stone

Follow the mandate, my heart so desolate moans

Unlucky in love, I truly maybe

No other stand to protect me, there be

Wither away into unwritten history

Like the distance in your voice, soon to be a mystery.

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Hollow

An empty space resurfaces

An endless dusk as a preface

Know not how to fill it up

Or make it disappear

Scars of a past not so ancient

Suddenly feel like wounds impatient

To let it heal, I begged and prayed

Tonight, I just endlessly craved

Gone mysteriously, just as you came

My hurtful mind refuses to be tamed

Come alive, like a fountain once dead

A million drops, words akin my heart would have said

Waiting for wounds to heal forever

See your face, I wish to never.