The Loved One

Relationships are unpredictable, even for those in it. 

A bitter fight, beckoned the end

Darkness of mistrust, gives rise to the friendly sweetness

Great beginnings might turn to humble endings

A rocking camaraderie suddenly turns a bitter nothing

Who's to say, if the beginning is the end

For the end is never foreseen. 

The plateau unbinds passion further away

A friendship for a lifetime, once thought so to be

Strangers face each other, not so long later 

Pain becomes misery, misery becomes necessity

Necessity becomes incessant drudgery, but be

Breaking through the dreadful chains

Hoping the love could make many gains

Suddenly, all bonds set free

For you discover the one who'll be

Forever and ever, in darkness and light

Through the depths of hell & the joy of the bright

Look closely into the eyes & the truth shall set you free

A mirror one needs, go on a spending spree. 

Worth the look and the pretty smile be, 

The heart feels complete, not long it takes to see. 

Restoring Normalcy

I don’t let too many people get close to me. The personal space is a VVIP Lounge where only the most special ones are allowed. It’s a lot like giving only those people access to my personal space who I truly give the right to hurt me to that extent. It’s also a defense mechanism because deep down I am afraid I might be rejected for the person I truly am or most people might not always be able to accept me as I am. To conclude, the person I am when with others is not the real manifestation of me, at least not completely. 

Yesterday, I read: “The things that we give importance to in our youth are the ones which matter the least in the end” And I thought about it. On my death-bed, which would really matter more – the fact that people laughed at me or rejected me for who I was or the fact that no matter what, I had the courage to be myself and do the exact thing that I would want to do.

Needless to say, the answer was crystal clear.

I wonder if this is the case with everyone. Do all of you really be the person you are? Or do all of us get caught in the role playing, massaging others' thin skinned personas? Niceities are good to maintain decorum, but why is there a selective vision of normal and abnormal? I think it's perfectly normal for a person to talk to himself or herself. Don't we all just talk to ourselves in our heads? Why is that considered abnormal?

 

The Wave

Forget trying to see a billion people do the same thing at a time. Ever seen women doing a wave perfectly well with added background music?

And guess what makes them do it?

Football?

Naw!

Cricket?

Naw!

………………

 A teeny tiny little mouse. Not the one which stays still while you explore the world of internet, but the dirty, hairy with a tail which is not a wire, with actual ears and teeth.

Hee!

Venue: Ladies First Compartment.

I had this privilege yesterday. :D And the funny thing is, the fear of the unknown (where is that mouse? Will it go up my dress?) takes over and suddenly there is a whole rhythm in their fear. Feet start tapping while the faces pretend to be completely unfazed. The eyes betray their fear as they continue looking down at intervals for the precious sighting. The tapping causes the floor to rattle a bit, so the ones standing are captured by the next limit of the fear - tapping feet or a mouse? Then the fear takes over someone and she starts hallucinating. “The mouse is on my back!! AAAAAAAA!!” And then the W-A-V-E! And then someone decides she cannot live with this fear and gets up to leave. :)

:D I am telling you, you haven’t got enough comedy till you’ve seen fully grown women afraid of a baby mouse. 

I wanted to take a picture but I also didn't wanna get beaten up. :P

Uuuuhhoooooooooooooo!!

OhhMiGAWD!!!

Sorry, I left without a word

Or a good bye letter

But I never left left

I am right here, yes, that's right!! :)

Sorry folks, I had to shift my bum from one house to the other, and I was out of Internet connection. Besides Ramesh, no one else seems to have missed me though :(

Anyhooo!! Meez back. :D

Wotappening? Nuffink. Just slogging at work and going...

"Errrgghhhhh...slog, slog, slog.... Errrrgghhhhhhhh, slog slog some more slog...and again"

and again

and again again

and yet again! 

Damn this recession. We oughtta have a recession proof economy.